dealing with depression has been the hardest battle for the past couple of years. constantly craving company then when in company desperation of wanting to be alone. before i got ill it was controllable, however not being able to get out of bed some days really is a drag. i have lost all ability to function alone, i get freaked out at even the simplest of tasks. panic attacks really are no fun. i'm loosing my energy and love for life day by day and i'm not too sure how to deal with it.